So it is 1:35 in the morning...... CST, still. I am not sleeping tonight, or at least that is the plan, because Andrea and I think it will help us to fall asleep on the plane. There might be a problem with this plan, maybe a couple problems. One of them being the fact that our flights will probably be delayed thanks to a lovely snowstorm in Philadelphia. We're not excited... actually we kind of are because we will all be stuck in the airport together. It might also mean staying up two nights in a row to be able to sleep on the friggin plane. We will drink mucho cafe (lots of coffee for you English speakers).
Stop asking me if I'm excited... I am, and I'm sick of that question. I'm also scared, so please don't bring that up, either. Right now it still doesn't even feel like I'm going to be in Spain for 5 months- not at all. I'm not really sure what to think... and I'll get back to you on that (look at that hook to keep you reading).
Today was final goodbyes, technically my last day in the States. It sucked a lot. I don't want to see everyone sad about my leaving because then it reminds me that I'm not going to see for a long time, and then I turn into a blubberball. I don't like it. I didn't wear make-up today for a reason. There were tears... Kind of a good thing that I won't see anyone tomorrow right before I leave. I really don't want to talk more about today (and last night I guess, because there were lots of goodbyes then, too)... because it's really bittersweet, and I'd rather not get all sad again. I know I sound like I don't want to go, because I don't... but I do. That's what bittersweet means.
I suppose that's all for preflight. I'm sure the trip there will be exciting, or in the very least interesting. I'll talk to you all when I'm in Spain... (yeah, still weird)
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